Another year has gone by. Other challenges are waiting ahead of me. This year my husband is going to be stationed in Cambodia for 18 months!!
I was furious! Why us again? Why should it be him again? But I don't want to be a burden. I don't want to be the wife holding him down just because I don't like being left behind. He talked with his boss and agreed that he can do 3wks there 1wk here. Which is not so bad. I calmed down. Starting to accept the fact. I still dislike it but I still have to live with it. Allah is testing my patience again. This time it's a more difficult test.
But I don't want to complain. As much as I can. I tried my best to look happy about it but truthfully I am still unsure how it would turn out. I'll just do it. InsyaAllah if I do it wholeheartedly Allah will make it easier.
I am trying my best to look at the bright side. At least he gets to come home every 3 wks. Some people are not so lucky. At least i have a helper at home. At least I'm working. At least I hope he gets new experiences.
